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Friday, April 23, 2010

yup today is mingxuan's birthday!! haha although i've only just met her in 307, but she's a hilarious person alright xP and she's also very nice too. yea so huili and stephanie they all went to buy a self decorating cake at The Icing Room(or some shop at jp2) which prolly costs alot cos i went to see the price a few months ago. ran a 2.4 today again, got 17:01 compared to yesterday's 17:50. both sucks i think cos one is E and one is D.. which means i can only get silver even if i excel at my other napfa stations.. meh. all that training gone to waste. im sorry >< i'll try harder again.

yea so went recess and spotted a whole group of 307 gals around mingxuan and the cake. sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song. huili had to cover yiqing's mouth to prevent her from blowing the candle out before mingxuan did LOL. then came cake fight!!! 1st huli and the others got a lil of the cream and started putting them onto others' faces who all promptly screamed. then elijah took the whole cake and while two held mingxuan down, he "smacked" the cake into her face!! yes then mingxuan went crazy and anyone within 1m of her zhong the cake, including me T.T then all of us ran to the toilet sinks and tried to clean off when mingxuan and huili started a mini water fight which i got caught in the middle at one point when mingxuan threw the water partly at me. washing most of the cream off, we all headed back to class. seriously, i have never seen such a cake fight and participated in it before. but i guess its a new thing. and fun too if i might say xP

after school rehearsal was a disaster partly. chers came around and gave wrong messages to our conductor causing him to conduct wrongly and yes, tio scolding. i feel sad for taoyang alr, conductor for 2-3 days tio this type of event. then they keep saying we play soft. meh and we dont have sec4s and sec1s to help us, blast oso no use. sheesh, i shall work on my blowing techniques even harder now, seems like my "loud" aint that "loud" outside in open space. still, JIAYOUS NANHUA BAND! WE CAN DO IT! ONE BAND, ONE SOUND!

tomorrow band farewell party, shall be going wif trusty band mates. til then~

-my dormant heart beats again when i found you-
kei_owen

catch me if you dare{9:50 PM}
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Friday, April 16, 2010

Im currently feeling high on band, but that doesnt stop me from being rather serious about some things that i'm once again being reminded of.

i remember saying that we cant possibly read some people's emotions because they're pretty imba at hiding their real emotions. notice when i say imba i really mean that the person can mask it so well no one suspects it, cheating everyone but him/herself. take an example, there's this person who feels utterly crushed by something bad that happened to him earlier on but when he sees his friends not from his class in order not to let them worry he pretends that everthing is alright and smiles, chats happily. the thing is, he's smiling on the outside, crying on the inside. and most of the time no one knows what happened until much much later. " That's scary," some say.

guess what, i just had this "joke" played on me twice in a row. and yes, BOTH times i detected them, but i dint know how to address them. why? cos im basically a dumb insensitive person who doesnt know how to console or deal with situations like this. situations when i know that someone is feeling bad/upset/sad but i just dont know how to help. i feel useless in this type of situations. yes, i actually made the mistake of denying that i heard that particular feeling in one voice. i cant explain properly to others cos im scared that i'll say the wrong thing. but if i dont say anything, it'll be awkward.

i guess i should admit that i do play such "jokes" on people from time to time because i dont want them to worry and so i hide everything. everyone has bad days yea, but i feel that its wrong to show others that i have one and let them deal with it. yes, i sometimes keep emotions in a jar. yes, i sometimes dont even tell you the whole truth why im feeling sad/emo/upset. and yes, i sometimes dont even hint that to you. "Thats really scary," you would say. Thats imba for you to an extreme point.

yes its scary, so please dont do it already if you know how it distress me so. i'll much rather you tell, cry or rant to me. at least this way you wont feel so bad after that. after all thats what friends are for right? ^^ yes please note that whatever i type here is not cos i bu shuang all of you or anything kay cos if i really was i would just confront you all instead of a roundabout way like this. its just the way i feel that can be addressed in this post. no an insult or anything.

end on a high note, 2 more weeks to speech day, then can start chionging for NBC!!! NHSB GOLD!!

-one band, one sound-
kei_owen

catch me if you dare{11:43 PM}
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Sunday, April 11, 2010

i should stop obssessing over you and start to forget you.

catch me if you dare{5:07 PM}
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Saturday, April 10, 2010

hooray i got a NEW SELMAR TENOR SAXOPHONE on april 8th, which happens to be keni and jennyeong's birthday!!! yea HAPPY BELATED TO BOTH!! haha thanks for being my good frens all this while, continue to strive hard in your classes!! haha jennyeong, thanks for being such a great CIP partner xD hope our CIP projs will succeed working tgt!

anyway back to the topic, band was simply crazy that day, new percussion stuff, 2 trombones and my tenor sexo arrived hehe. guess its about time, i've been waiting for the new saxo for a year and a half.. and guess what, it works well to perfection!! cos its a PROFESSIONAL MODEL EH!! lol im like bragging, but im not okay! just overcome wif happiness. notes played are a whole lot better than my last one, all are round tones. stayed back on friday for sectionals to try it out on the new scores xD im sorry jianyi and limin for not accompanying you all to do careforce stuff T>T *90 degrees bow*

but i guess with this new saxo comes great responsibility.. cos i cant do alot things wif it like handling it carelessly and stuff. then oso cannot put on floor, if want to rest must put in the case. after playing need clean wif swab and clean fingerprints etcetc. scary i would say. im pressured to use it. i just hope i wont damage it with my careless manhandling of the saxo. haha. anyway, next week's INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP WEEK!! SO PEOPLE.. BE CARING AND LOVING TO YOUR FRIENDS!!!! haha after next week my saturdays shall be free!! then can visit places that i wanna go muahahaha. yup so thats all, signing off now.

-the voice of an angel-
kei_owen

catch me if you dare{9:01 PM}
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Monday, April 5, 2010

its the first day of school coming back from the 4 days holidays(which were a torture, trust me) and the words "crazy" and "hilarious" are in my school life again. i dont know why i just keep laughing non-stop when i talk to jiaxuan and yujia, or watch joanne tio own by huili. aint a bad thing to keep laughing, its healthy! even though it was triple sciences today i still enjoyed it.

PANCAKES!!! aft school slacked at 302 for awhile waiting for iris to finish srp and chatted with xiaotong xD seems a long time that i havent talked to her (or maybe thats cos band stopped since tuesday). yea then it was raining by the time we got to back gate. managed to get locked out of her house cos no one was in, so dint get to do pancakes in the end. what we did was to travel to jurong west lib to have prata!! wonderful heavenly prata (cos i was hungry) and yea sorta chatted on the way there and during our late "lunch". i would say that being locked out wasnt a bad thing after all haha. i think you'll agree too right, iris?

all in all, slow paced day, for once i can relax before the band madness starts. hope the juniors come tml man, cos i want to tutor my dear sec1 junior x) im determined to get the tutoring right this time!

-dancing in the rain-

kei_owen

catch me if you dare{9:43 PM}
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Saturday, April 3, 2010

If you said everything was in your hands, then why do you want to torture me so?
If you said that my burden has been lifted when it hasnt, why do you give me false hope?
If you said you'll show me the way, why havent you done that?

Give me a good reason why all of this is happening to me, cos i cant find the reason why it must be me and not anyone else.

You promised that you'll save me, why havent you? so give me a good reason why you havent.

kei_owen

catch me if you dare{9:02 PM}
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Thursday, April 1, 2010

im waking up early just to do elearning which i didnt know can access at any time of day. so why do chers have to print a timetable? lol..

yea anyway its 1st of april.. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!!!!

yea its dumb, but whenever i see april 1st im always reminded that im always tricked one way or another in school. cos i trust frens too easily, so will fall for tricks easily too. how stupid right? oh well at least this year there's NO ONE to trick me le. cos im at home MUAHAHAHA. be jealous, brenda. LOL

friendship week CAREFORCE is doing a FOOD FAIR from MONDAY-FRIDAY!! im in charge xD so please, go and support kay! hehehe. now where's that food list?

i hope my weekend aint going to be blasted, and i hope i'll have more courage this time to do what i want. i hope next week im going to have a blast of a time in band and school with friends. so many hopes, but all will be dashed anyway lol.. so why am i wasting time typing this? contradictory. sheesh.

kei_owen

catch me if you dare{11:56 AM}
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KEI~
Bounced into the world on 14.01
A born atheist
Being a lovable, warm, friendly zodiac DOG
A Capricorn who has a Saggitarian personality
307'10 Nanhuarian
6B '07 Fairsian
PROUD TO BE...
(1) the one and only tenor saxo player in sec3 NHSB
(2) the serious ASL and instrument QM in NHSB too
(3) a level head EXCO of CAREFORCE
(4) a grade 6 classical guitar player
(5) a member of YI ALIVE

wishlist
*A band of good friends to be there for me
*people who loves me for who I am
*A good acoustic
*To find what i have been searching for so long
*Memories that can be kept
*To never be tied down

links towards other worlds and beyond

Music~

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

memories

February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
September 2010
October 2010

creds

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